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I [Wednesday August 30th, 2006 11:00am] havent updated in maddddd long but whocares cuz today IS MY BIRTHDAYYYYYY :) yayayayyyayayay im in a good mood. just very very tired. ekk bye 0 cmnt

well [Saturday August 12th, 2006 8:51pm] i thought i would update this shit since im waiting for steven to get out of work and stuff like that. well yesterday i went to the mall with dillon and katie becuase katie was working and mea nd dillon really wanted to go to the mall. went to GSP around 3:30 or something like that. chilled there for like 4 hours or something ha. yes i know losers! then me and dillon went back to his house and just chilled and shit! today i saw steven at like almost 2 until he left at like 3:30 since he had work at 4 ew! haha but he gets out in like 5 minutes anyway. then hes coming back over here and tonight i believe me and him are going minigolfing with my sister and her boyfriend! ah i suck at minigolf sooo badly! oh gosh!. ha. dooooode! ever since warped tour i cant stop listening to hellogoodbye! i love them so much now! its basically all i listen to! ha. tomorrow i get to see paramore and CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR! yayayay i really like cute is what we aim for! ekk im really excited! im going with allison,steven and allison. yippeeeeee. :] and i was supposed to go see mae on like wednesday but im not idk. i really wanted to go see them but they arent like my favorite band ever so there's like no point really. but HOLY SHIT! my sister is taking me and steven to alantic city in a couple of months becuase NEW FOUND GLORY<333 and cartel are playing there. omg, i freaked out when she said she would take us! yippeeee :D i love new found glory. they are like one of my favorite bands ever. ahh. okay well im gunna go. steven's coming over soon. he just got out of work. yeahhh nukkaaa 0 cmnt

lets see [Tuesday August 8th, 2006 1:47pm] warped tour was fucking amazing<333333 yeah. last night was very insane! holy shit. went to doug's bday party that got busted by the cops! fuckk there were like 20 of us shittt. thank god i didnt drink though and i dont think any of us that were there are in trouble with our parents! how sweet is that. kbye happy bday douglas! 1 cmnt

so tonight [Wednesday August 2nd, 2006 8:08pm] should be good. steven gets out of work in an hour and then we are going to his friend konti's little going away party<33. yayay. finally get to drink again! but cant get drunk cuz i have to come home and plus steven has to drive me home! ekkk. ha. its gunna be really fun :D today was really really hot so i basically just stayed in all day which was alright i guess. Tomorrow steven isnt going to warped tour cuz he doesnt have enough money and stuff for it so im gunna see him for the WHOLE day! yay finally! i havent hung out with steven for a whole day in soo long! hes always working! errrgh okayyy another short entry. i should go get ready but im probably gunna be on myspace and stuff for awhile ha. 28 days till my bday! party?! 0 cmnt

shoreee [Thursday July 27th, 2006 6:52pm] I went down to seaside yesterday with steven,tony,doug and mike kontiiii! ha. it was really fun actually! we left at like 11:45 and we got down there in like an hour an a half! sweet timing! lol. we layed on the beach for at least 3 hours and we all(basically) got tan :) i have bad tan lines becuase i was wearing capri's and a tanktop LOLz. silly me! oh well. Then after awhile we just walked on the boardwalk and played some games and stuff and got a lot of tickets! haha. but we saved all of them for the next time we go down there :) around 9 there were fireworks and then finally scott and like 3 other people got down there but we didnt really hang out with them becuase we were all really tired and wanted to go home. we got home at like 11:50 or something. then steven came over and just chilled for about 15 minutes. it was a fun time :D tonight im staying home and watching movies. then at 10 im either going out with steven or we are just probably gunna watch more movies yay! tomorrow is the madison/off broadway show. im not that excited since ive seen them both play like 4 times. oh well. but probably after madison im gunna be leaving cuz steven said he can pick me up i just hope, leesa and allison will leave. and the weird thing is madison is playing 2nd! WORD! i hope thats true cuz thats what someone said. eww arlight im gunna go listen to new found glory and watch their DVD! summerrrrr timee<3333 3 cmnt

yesterday [Thursday July 20th, 2006 4:09pm] I went to Old Bridge with steven,tony and mauricio; becuase mauricio wanted to visit his girlfriend so steven drove him. It was actually a really fun adventure to bad no one had a camera with them :[ We got there in like an hour or something like that becuase of traffic and then when we finally got down there we got lost and we went like 10 minutes farther then we were supposed to becuase we missed the exit. haha it was really fun getting lost and mine and mauricio's feelings were always right! fuckers! ha. when we were trying to get back from when we missed the exit tony just kept on opening and closing his door it was so funny I dont know why though! lol. Then we finally got to his girlfriends house then we just went to the mall up there. We got these bouncy balls and we were bouncing in old navy and I think either steven or mauricio broke a light. Then we were all sitting around and bouncing them to eachother and we kept on losing them. But this one time we bounced them and one of them hit this shelf and it broke so we all just ran away. It was really funny:] We probably stayed in the mall for about 2 hours. Then we were just driving around and steven let us all drive his car and OMG I'm a really bad driver! haha but it was amazing! but we all just drove in a some what empty parking lot. Then we were trying to Raceway Park becuase that's where warped tour is and we just felt like finding it. We were going to go mini golfing but we didnt have that much money! broke asses! lol. Then we went to this place called WaWa! omg it was so fucking amazing but their jello was shitting as hell! Tony and steven broke bottles behind wawa! FINALLY! hahahaha idk I didnt get it but they said it was from like this movie or something. We left old bridge around like 10:30 and got home at like 11! I cant believe we made it home in a half an hour. Then we went back to new milford and met up with adam and went to this party but none of us drank becuase they drank anything and plus me,steven and mauricio had to be home and adam doesnt drink and steven had to drive home, and plus steven isnt drinking for awhile. scott was soo funny though omg, he jumped on this fence and he didnt know it was unlocked so the gate went like flying open! it was so funny! then i just came home around 12:30. today is mine and steven's 1 year & 1 month anniversary but he's in boston for this college thing :[ its really upsetting but I'm trying not to be upset. Oh well, hes coming back tomorrow and I get to see him :] okay well this was a really long entry so byeee ps; everyone that I'm going to warped tour with or at least; me, steven,tony and mauricio might be going to the 3rd [which is in camden] and then again on the 6th[which is in englishtown]. That would be insane if we did that. But I'm getting my warped and mae tickets tomorrow! yayayay 8 cmnt

soooo [Saturday July 15th, 2006 4:10pm] the past week has been alright, monday i went down to the shore with steven and a bunch of his friends. it was really fun :) i wanna stay down there for a weekend. i really like hanging out with steven and his friends. for once i actually feel like im sorta fitting in with them which makes me really happy<3 then bascially the whole week i was either home or with steven or allison hahaha on thursday i went swimming at allison's house for the day. then steven came swimming after he got out of work at fucking 9! ewww. yesterday i hung out with allison then steven at 9. me allison and steven were bascially on a mission to find scott cuz we didnt know where he was! it was actually fun. we finally found him and he was with a lot of other people. we all basically went o 711 in new milford and hung out there since one of the kids we were with worked there so we didnt get into trouble. they were bascially hitting really old sandwitches or either throwing them at steven's car. it was actually pretty much fun. we were all there until like 1:30- 2 in the morning. we were going to drink but we decided to do it tonight! then steven & allison slept over :) <333 fuck yess, im getting drunk tonight was maddd people! well actually its only like 6 people. its me,steve,allison,scott,maurico and doug<3333 yayay gunna be madd fun. i hope we dont get into trouble well i hope i dont cuz we are doing it in my room. but my sister sorta knows but idk. she doesnt care anyway.whatever! its gunna be so much fucking fun. cait wait!!!!! oh the summer time<33333 2 cmnt

[Thursday June 29th, 2006 3:47pm] hellooo :) tuesday night i hung out with leesa,allison,joanna, alex and justin. it was fun. we met up with justin and alex becuase they were basically driving around and we just went to leesa's house and watched spice world! woop. haha it was pretty fun except me getting upset over something but whatevaaa. we had some pillow wars with justin becuase he kept stealing the pillows away from us. it was real fun. yesterday i hung out with steve for awhile becuase he had off :) then we met up with justin and alex and we went to this big state fair thingy. it was fun, i saw my pig race and there was a petting farm and i got to feed my llama and see many cute animals! <3 then steven got hustled! it was so mean but cute at the same time becuase he actually got upset becuase he lost basically all of his money!. hah. it was adorable. we left at like 9 and we went to taco bell! ewww. i get sick from eating there so of course i didnt have anything haha. then we went back to justin's house and just chilled but then me, steve and alex left and we drove alex home. then steven came back to my house :) wooop. today i hung out with steven for a couple hours. now hes going to work until 9! ahhhh, but then tonight we are going to the movies to see Click. im excited i really want to see this movie woop :) this week was actually really good other then me getting upset on tuesday night :( whatevaaaa. kbye 0 cmnt

schools out! [Tuesday June 27th, 2006 2:40pm] and so far my summer kinda sucks! i havent really done anything oh well! yesterday i was basically in my house all day except i went out at like 10:45 haha. WORD! i was with steve,leesa,alex and justin. we went to this park and then the cops came and wrote down our names and shit! oh well. they wanted us to just be the noise down. we werent even being loud! fagssss! haha. then we went to steven's house and just sat outside of this house. awwe. haha. then steven drove me and leesa home so yeahhhh. im pretty bored today. i wanted to go to the mall but i dont have that much money! oh well. im gunna go watch some johnny depp movies. i really wanna go party and drink tonight or a lot during the summer! kbye 0 cmnt

well well well [Saturday June 24th, 2006 8:54am] i havent updated in awhile. well on the 20th was mine and steven's one year<33 i saw him all day :) sweeeet. then the next day was his birthday! hes 17! ew. he got his license so he drove us to GSP! we were there for a couple hours then we came back to my house and we were just chillin. then he went to work, that night we went to his friends scott's house and let me tell you i love scott & his bed<33 its soo comfortable. his friends are really funny. im actually starting to open up to them, well sorta! whatevaaa. at 11:30 he drove me home cuz he was sleeping over scott's house becuase him and like 4 of his friends were going to six flags to see taking back sunday and ava. just chilled at home the next day cuz i was so tired. haha. i think i might have went bowling but im not to sure. hahaha. thursday im not sure what i did cuz idk. yeah. then yesterday was my last day of school! sweeet. i got my report card and my new schedule for next year! i actually like my schedule considering that me and steve dont have gym or our frees together. my history class is going to be amazing! ill post my schedule later. im going outttt !bye 0 cmnt

weekenddd [Sunday June 18th, 2006 11:54am] this weekend was alright, friday was obviously the best! well on friday my dad went away so i had steve,botto,allison and leesa over. we drank and it was just a lot of fun :) FIESTA! ha. steve said i like pasted out for like 2 minutes but it felt like at least an hour. ha. we drank and played some clue! lol. botto left at like 10:45 or something i dont remember. leesa and allison walked him to go meet up with carlynn so they could walk home together. then leesa and allison came back. steve,leesa and allison slept over. i barely got any sleep cuz i wasnt that tired but whatever. yesterday was really bad. i didnt do anything until like 9 at night. i was going to hang out with leesa and allison in tenafly but i couldnt get a ride. and i really wanted to see steve but he went to new milford. :( but me and dillon went bowling and idk i wasnt in a good mood yesterday. whatever. i called steve when i got home from bowling and we talked for like 5 minutes. he said he would call me back so i stayed up for at least 4 hours waiting for him to call. but of course he never did. so i got really pissed off cuz he said he would and i hate liars. i havent talked to him today yet. oh well its father's day and im not doing or going anywhere. maybe ill finish cleaning my room. yeah, tomorrow is my last final day and i have my foods and geometry final. i think ill do good. then i dont have to go to school tuesday,wednesday, or thursday. then friday is move up day! im really excited, i love move up day<33 wooo i better have some of my friends in my free or ill be pissed off and i better get mr. minimi for intermediate algebra! err ok, this was a long entry so bye. 0 cmnt

finals [Thursday June 15th, 2006 11:03am] well i started finals yesterday, and so far they were sorta easy. i hope i do good on them. i actually studied so i hope i pass. tomorrow i have finals for gym and english and i really have to study my ass off for my english becuase if i fail the final then i think i fail for the year! im rereading everything! omg. today i had my biology final and it was sorta easy. then i went to gym for that 20 but then i had english and i just cut that so whatever and i didnt have final for 4th period cuz i have a free. so i was home by like 10:00. i love it. but i have to go back to school soon to get steven becuase hes coming over. for once im actually really happy right now 8D tomorrow i hope everything goes as planned. me, leesa,botto,allison and steve are supposed to be drink tomorrow. thank god! i hope we get stuff that we want :) my daddy goes away for basically a day and a half thats the only reason! sweeeet. k im gunna go finish eating my salad<3 0 cmnt

so [Monday June 12th, 2006 3:39pm] I decided to delete all my other entries because old memory's are pretty gay. so school is almost over, I start finals on wed and I end on monday then I have 3 days where I dont have to go then next friday is my last day of my sophmore year! I'm really excited but I just don't want next year to come becuase then steven is a senior and that just gets me really upset. But anyway, this summer I want it to go really good. Maybe drink a lot with my best friends<3, maybe hang out with steven and his friends and I plan on going to a hella lot of shows! I can't wait for warped tour and the mae show in august! This summer I really want to get something peirced but I don't know what. I really want my monroe but I have a feeling my dad won't let me. This summer I better be going to NYC and seaside a lot! I can't wait for my birthday but I dont know what I want to do! ah. This year has been amazing, yeah there was a lot of fights but that doesn't matter anymore! I only hate that bitch ape mary but whatever she was a bitch and decided to be really gay and talk shit so if she still wants to talk shit over the summer she better know that I will punch her in the face! Whatever this summer is going to be amazing and nothing is going to change that. a hella lot of memories this summer<33333 0 cmnt

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